Being part of the SILL 2026 Cohort 5 has been one of the most transformative experiences of my career. It was a privilege to be included in the final programme led by Christelle Lubbe and Tracey Muir Rix, and knowing it was part of Christelle’s last SILL
initiative before her retirement makes it even more meaningful.
From our first session at the Smart Living Dome to visits across Cape Town, I learned that libraries are not just about books, but about connection, innovation and community. Visiting spaces like Durbanville, Gugulethu, Hout Bay and Delft showed how differently communities experience library services and the importance of adaptability and creativity. What truly made the journey special were the personal challenges. Sunday evenings
became a mix of anticipation and anxiety as I prepared for Monday presentations.
Standing before senior management was intimidating and many nights, I lay awake rehearsing slides and questioning whether I had done enough. I would drive to the venues on a Sunday morning beforehand just to feel prepared and avoid any uncertainty. Week by week, it became easier, not because the nerves disappeared, but because I learned to manage them. The feedback I received helped me grow in confidence and refine my approach. SILL pushed me beyond my comfort zone and showed me that growth happens when you challenge yourself. The nervousness never fully went away, but it reminded me that I cared and that I was growing.
The SILL Academy taught me that true growth happens when you step out of your comfort zone. Beyond the invaluable skills gained, what truly made this journey unforgettable for me was the community. Guided by visionary leadership and bolstered by an incredible cohort, we entered as individuals and emerged as a united network. I leave SILL with a renewed confidence, a deeper sense of purpose, and a passionate reminder of why our work in libraries matters now more than ever.
“SILL, you gave me courage. You took me places I never imagined and I cannot wait to see where you take me next.”
By Nuhaa Portland
Librarian
Rondebosch Library
